Dear God: Forgiveness

Thank you God for today and for showing me today that I am a new creation and I don't have to entangle myself in sin. I did it! I was angry and wanted to repay someone with the hurt they had hurt me with and so I took up the avoidance behavior again. God you have shown me that my ministry is a ministry of reconciliation and not shunning. Forgive me Lord! 

I need wisdom, Lord give me wisdom! I need it to deal with this situation. I pray for this particular person. I pray that this person be able to forgive me for whatever hurt I've caused. Forgive me to Lord. I want to love as you command in 1 Corinthians. Lord, let me do what is pleasing in YOUR eyes and only YOUR eyes then I will know for sure that I will be loving as you do. 

Lord I pray for understanding from this person and most importantly that you continue to put the desire in me to heed your word, to forgive and even through forgiveness that I may be able to win some to you. God let me never forget your truth. 

Amen

Happy New Year

I thank you God for another year of life. As I move forward this year I am going to trust you ALWAYS. It has been difficult because Lord you know that I have been challenged with this trust and I recognize that forgiveness has a big part to do with it. I am going to count my blessings and I seek maturity not only as a person, but as a child in Christ. I will write more about my goals here soon.