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Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Life!

Life! Amazing how after you get over one test and trial you are thrown more. I guess now this is a test encouraging me to be bold and strong and honest at all times. There is confusion that the enemy is trying to reap and I know it is all a simple misunderstanding, but how do you open up and let the authority figure who you don't really talk too about such issues know. God give me the strength to clarify this understanding and wisdom from above. Although I am also weary of tests and trials and right now I feel like I've not eaten much of the spiritual word, I know Lord you are in control of everything and I will find the strength to clarify this misunderstanding and not let the enemy weaken my faith or my family's. I love you Lord:)

Sunday, April 14, 2013

Dear God

Wow! I can't believe I'm almost done with my education program and although I feel things could have gone better, I am ready Lord for a new start. I really want to become more independent and to save more for maybe my own house some day with a recording studio....:) It seems like this is a dream, but I know I can achieve it, if I just stay focused. Lord help me to stay focused. I want to move (maybe another country or city), but I just need to move. Right now I feel like I am a taker, but I want to be a giver. Lord help me to make wise decisions and to be a light to those people that I will meet along the way.

Teach me about relationships, there is a particular individual who I really want to encourage and I only have this week to do so, please give me the words to say to this person. I want him to know you and understand that he can find love, peace and joy in you.

Lord, sometimes I feel like an ineffective witness because I question my walk with you and question if I am really in a position to lead others to you. I thank you Lord that you are a gracious God and I know that everyone makes mistakes so Lord when I fall remind me that your grace is sufficient for me.

I want to live with integrity and honesty, please forgive me for the times I have failed to do so.

I love you :)