and how much longer Lord do I have to fight the good fight of faith.. Yes, life is great at times and at times it is difficult to maneuver, but I find strength in Christ to never give up. Sometimes I am tired of the same routines down here on earth and knowing that God spare my life that there as long as I am on this earth there are still more trials to overcome. I question myself at times how good of a witness am I for you? Especially during those times (which feels like often) where I get so caught up in my own interests I oversee the hurting all around me. Sometimes I give into stubborness that I miss opportunities to hurt so that others can heal and find peace in you. I can't wait for what heaven will be like, no more mistakes, perfected, not worrying about hurting others and You Lord, but only always getting things right from there on. My prayer is for someone who feels unwanted and my untimely comments probably didn't make this person feel anymore special. This person has made mistakes which some people would deem unforgiveable, but Lord I so just want this person to know that You still love and cherish this person and there is nothing that this person has done that you will not forgive when they put their faith in you. It is so simple! But why Lord do I have trouble letting them know this and particularly this person. Lord give me strength and always remind me that the beginning of wisdom is the fear of the Lord, but fearing you in reverence. I love you and I won't give up, no matter how difficult this life might be at times. Lord remind me also that you won't let me go and even when I'm blinded to your love and feel at my worse Lord let your presence hover over me and may I just rest in your peace. Dear God, I know I haven't said this much these past few months, but I really love you! Please help me find someone who will try to out beat me in loving you. Amen !
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